Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Would Charlotte Bronte own an iPad?


I recently decided to give the whole e-reader thing a try and downloaded the Kindle app to our iPad. I've resisted the switch for a myriad of reasons, all of which will probably make me seem old-fashioned...or at the very least just plain old.

Jane Eyre was the first book to be downloaded and read electronically. Focusing on the positive, I enjoyed being able to have instant access to the book I wanted to read. I also enjoyed the fact that it was free. That's why I use the library instead of frequenting B & N. The library is free. You get the idea. Another cool feature is the ability to highlight a word and immediately look it up within the text. Now if I were reading Cat In the Hat I might not need that, but 19th century British literature tends to lend itself to words I've never seen before, hence the need for a dictionary.

Holding an iPad in your hands is quite different than holding a real book. I like the weight of the book, the feel of the book, dare I say even the smell of the book. Cradling a cuppa, I plop down in my favorite chair with a good book. I'm taking a break. I'm relaxing. When I sit down in that same chair, with that same cuppa and my iPad, I'm staring at a screen. In my mind, that's analogous to work. Not so relaxing. The electronic craze is all about doing things faster. Blogs are written in short, choppy paragraphs. FB gives us sound bites of people's lives. It's all short and to the point. When I sit down to read I don't want to do it faster. I need to savor the few minutes I have, without feeling the need to click on to the next thing. There's something in me that says Jane Eyre was never meant to be read while staring at a screen. I wonder what Charlotte Bronte would have to say about that?

All that to say I really don't think the e-reader has made me a fan. Instead, I'll keep my library card close and continue to hunt through all those book sales for more volumes to line our shelves. Call me old-fashioned, but some things were simply not meant to be hurried.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

LOTR and friendship


I am a HUGE Lord of the Rings movie fan. Did I mention HUGE? The films are rich with meaning and imagery, epic scenery and a host of uh-mAzing characters. We've been known to watch all three extended versions in a sitting. At four and a half hours each, that's a lot of sitting.

One of my favorite themes of the trilogy is friendship. There are enough examples and symbolism on that topic alone to keep me writing blog posts for months. My favorite example comes towards the end of number three, Return of the King. Frodo struggles to crawl up the side of Mt. Doom in a last ditch effort to rid himself of the Ring forever. Collapsing in the dirt he lays unmoving. Determined and forever faithful, Samwise picks Frodo up. Holding him in his arms, he rises slowly to his feet and declares, "Then let's be rid of it once and for all. I can't carry it for you, but I can carry you!"


Tears every time people! That one line epitomizes the essence of true friendship. Not the "Hi, how are you?" sort of friendship, but the gut-wrenching, slogging it out in the trenches sort of friendship. Such friendships don't come along often. More than likely, as in the case of Sam and Frodo, they are forged through conflict or shared difficulty. Out of the fire rises a bond that is not likely to be broken this side of heaven. You share memories and experiences that others don't understand.

I had a Samwise on my journey through depression. In addition to my amazing rock of a husband, this friend acknowledged she could not carry the burden for me, but was willing to carry me if necessary...and she did. I recognize the part that played in overcoming the depression that hung around my neck like Frodo's ring. Were it not for my Samwise, I'm not sure I would have made it through in one sane piece. But I did make it through...the sane part is still up for debate.

Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. Galatians 6:2
Thank you LORD for giving us people in our lives to share the load.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Take heart!

I've written quite a bit over the last two years about the unexpected visit we had in 2008 from Fred. Fred slipped in unannounced and stayed longer than any of us would have liked, but eventually he picked up and moved on. Hopefully we'll never see him again, but if he does decide to show his ugly self, we'll just have to deal with him.

In case you're wondering who the heck Fred is no, it's not an annoying relative or nosy neighbor. It's the name I gave my depression. Strange I know, but it fits. I came to the realization that oftentimes the fear of something is worse than recognizing and facing the fear head on...hence the naming of the "monster" called depression.

The strange thing about Fred's visit was not even dealing with him while he hung around, but cleaning up after he left. He was certainly NOT a tidy house guest! He left piles of things lying around, dust in the corners and a host of creepy things under the bed. Over the last couple of years I've tackled bits and pieces of these things, cleaning them up a bit at time. It's getting there, but I often wonder if all of him will ever be gone. Maybe, maybe not.

One thing I do know for sure is that the LORD gives me the strength and the grace to keep picking up the pieces; to continue the clean-up process one day at a time. Now that I think about it, I WON'T ever get it all done until I see my SAVIOR face to face. What a glorious day that will be! Freedom from the things that hold us back - free from cancer and depression, free from exhaustion and disappointment, free from our failures and shortcomings.

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33 Praise GOD for such an amazing promise!

So in case Fred tries to move in again, I'm armed and ready to kick his butt!

Monday, March 14, 2011

Courage through cancer

From 2,000 miles away I'm watching my dear friend battle cancer. How thankful I am for e-mail, the internet and daily texting to keep us connected. She is brave...braver than I would be...I wonder.

To see her amazing smile just after she shaves her beautiful head moves me to tears, but not tears of sorrow; tears of hope and courage. Tears because she inspires me to grab hold of today; to be thankful for the small things. She inspires and motivates me to live in the moment. No one is guaranteed another handful of moments and yet how many do we waste on a sour attitude or an "urgent" to-do list? How would we live differently if we knew our moments were almost gone?

Today we had a tea party...yes, even the boys. We talked, we laughed and we made an attempt at teaching tea manners. That brought more laughter. Despite the chill, the front door is wide open. The birds are chatting with one another, the spring bulbs are enjoying their 15 minutes of fame and the sun is cleansing the world of it's winter blues. The freshness reminds me I'm alive and I thank God for a few more moments to live life with people I adore.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

I'll take it all

Lately life has been...hmmm...scary, amazing, stomach churning, monotonous, joyful, routine, awe-inspiring.

Yes, it can be all those things rolled into one. Heck, it can be all those things rolled into just one day. As I sink into bed each night, I look back and thank God for it all. For every.single.bit.

It's easy to be thankful for the amazing, the joyful and the awe-inspiring, but why would I be thankful for the rest? Why would I be thankful for the scary, the monotonous, the stomach churning? Because through it all, God is still God. He allows everything that happens in my life for a PURPOSE. Did you get that? The things that happen to us are not random chance, the working of the cosmic universe or karma. They are part of His plan to mold and shape us to look more like Him. Does God cause bad things to happen in my life? Absolutely not. Does He allow them? Unequivocally yes. In doing so, we learn and grow in ways we would not have been able to otherwise.

So I'll take it all - the amazing, routine and stomach churning - if it brings me even a bit closer to the person He created me to be, able to complete the work He created me for.

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